10/23/90:

Life is dull. Nothing to do. Nikki visited Sunday. I was working. Said she’s no longer cherry. Knew it was on her mind. But…wow! Amp’s is back in town. Working together at Papa’s. Lotsa fun. Later.

11/10/90:

Life sucks! The Persian Gulf and Desert Storm sucks! Hussein sucks! Why so bad? My honey is in the Gulf because of Hussein. Major bummer deal! Nik and I are drifting apart. And Amelia and I are getting closer and closer. Nik & John broke up. Austa La Vista, Baby.

11/22/90:

Happy Thanksgiving. Yeah, right! What a laugh! Crappy days! But it’s 12:03. I survived. Life is so fucked! The man I love is too far away from me! He’s the only one I’ll every truly love! What’s he doing? Where’s he at? Is he thinking of me? Will he forever love me? He’s all I think of. Bye.

12/30/90:

Well, next Wed I’m moving in w/Amps. We’re such good/best friends now. Cool. I love ‘er (DNQ) Tomorrow’s New Year’s Eve. Just another night w/out Chris. But it should be fun. Did something I thought I’d never do. Never say never! Cocaine! Great, intense, thrilling, scary shit! Terrific fun. Off I go.